I never cared huh? So when I almost killed myself because I was losing them, the two most important people to me, over a stupid mistake, that she wouldn’t believe wasn’t true, and then wouldn’t believe was when I admitted it. I didn’t care? So when Megan told me about Jack’s seizure, I didn’t care? I wasn’t worried to death about him, and scared that something might happen but trying to keep calm because she needed me to, since she had urges to cut, that I did my best to talk her out of, I was worried to death about BOTH of them.. So when she asked me to get her the morning after pill, I didn’t go through to the pharmacist, and do a questionaire and talk my way out of actually having to take the pill in his presence like he wanted to, so that I could get it back to her, because she’s 15, because I didn’t care? Nor did I care when she text me whilst on holiday STILL thinking she was pregnant even though she’d had TWO FUCKING PERIODS. I didn’t try to ease her mind and talk her through it, even though it was REDICULOUS, because I didn’t care? And when I found out about Jack’s dad death (a few years previously), one day at school, when me, Ginge and him were in the cafe, I didn’t talk it through with him because he was upset, and feel like absolute shit for always badmouthing my dad (even though my dad deserved it). They think I didn’t care huh? Those two were my best friends. I loved them both, as brother/sister and they meant a hell of a lot to me. But if they think I didn’t care. Well, I guess maybe I shouldn’t have. But I don’t care anymore. I’m done. They’ve caused me enough pain as it is.
I’m done with people who say I don’t care, when I cared more about them than anyone else.
I’m done with people who ignore me, unless they need help.
I’m done with people who don’t care about my feelings, as long as their’s are protected.
I’m done with people who I try my best for, but they don’t try for me.
Seriously.
Stick a fork in me. I’m done.
I never plan to <3
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This is true, but I tried everything to fix things between us, when it wasn’t just my place to fix it. But you, you’ve done nothing. And are still trying to make yourself look innocent and me like the bad person. So I give up trying.
And you know what, now that I’m not trying to be your friend any more, I’m happier. Even though you still haven’t tried, when I told you it was your turn. I’m happier because if you’re not going to try, then you’re obviously not worth my friendship.
I’m not wasting my time on people who aren’t worth it anymore.
I really don’t worry or care about most things. School? For the most part i just show up and hope for the best. I’m kinda like that with most things. If i say i worry or care about you that means so much. I don’t say it to a lot of people. Only when i really mean it
That is 100% true to me. After caring got me nowhere, and only caused me pain I gave it up. I just took things as they came. But I still find myself with some care and worry, for those I know truly deserve it. And when I say it to/about them, I mean it with all of my heart. <3
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Thousands of Calderon dolphins are butchered in Denmark because of a tradition every year. It’s a national holiday drenched in the blood of these intelligent beings. Every year hundreds of young men and women murder dolphins on the Fanroe Islands as a sign that they are taking a right of passage into adulthood. The problem with this is that people don’t know about it and it has to be made public, trend it, talk about it and care for the innocent lives being taken because of a stupid tradition. THIS CAN ONLY STOP IF WE DO SOMETHING.
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